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Friday, February 8, 2013

The Pain!

I shrouded myself in the dark
inside the corner street without the light,
Why should i call you, the darkbringer in the form of light
warm enough, yet poisoning myself..

I do feel getting more and more invisible to the society,
I feel numb!
And I do feel closer to the one what so called,
The Pain!

Nobody bothering you..
And you're such a lonely person..
One who care another,
simply is person who's lonely!

I just wanna cry it out loud,
but I wont do that, nobody listening to you!
I simply fall into despair
And I'm becoming a huge Agony!

Know Pain!
Pain defines you!

To become a greater man..
..or the worst evil to your enemies!

-akirawisnu-

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Re-Galau: What a Mess Up

Hi all, long time no see, long time not updating this blog. Actually this blog was my "galau" stuff, a place where I'm only visitting when I do feel in a pinch. Yes! Right now i do feel that :)

Actually I'm not a very dilligent person, i do like exploring and questioning a lot of things. I love new things, but actually, I'm a type that would be bored very fast, that's why i do like Android, Linux / Ubuntu / Stata and coding's stuff, it mades my brain's working, and i do like the challenge. Then, the problem happened in front of my eyes after I'm working, wherever the workplace is. I'm not a morning person, so that's hard for me to keep u with every dilligent people out there. And FYI, I'm sleeping at 2AM, and have to wake up at 5AM? That's like, Crazy, I cant do it!
The other problem comes with usual stuff that's just like a mechanism. Repeating one another job for some days made you faster and more efficient, agree! But after you repeating that for 4 months, that's becoming boring. And your working partner, a dilligent and obey type was given the analysis work, while you are stuffed on Labelling data only.

Yap! See me, I'm not a tidy person, not a dilligent one. The problems are mine, not the other person or the job. I dunno, I wanna change it, but why should I? Or, I should change into another people before I becaming myself again? :o


-akirawisnu-
in despair February 2013

Edited by : Akira Wisnu akirawisnu.blogspot.com